LOVE

I've waited hours for this
I've made myself so sick
I wish I'd stayed asleep today
I never thought that this day would end
I never thought that tonight could ever be
This close to me

Just try to see in the dark
Just try to make it work
To feel the fear before you're here
I make the shapes come much too close
I pull my eyes out
Hold my breath
And wait until I shake

But if I had your faith
Then I could make it safe and clean
If only I was sure
That my head on the door was a dream

I've waited hours for this
I've made myself so sick
I wish I'd stayed asleep today
I never thought that this day would end
I never thought that tonight could ever be
This close to me

But if I had your face
I could make it safe and clean
If only I was sure
That my head on the door
Was a dream


You know when you just hear something, and your heart just goes into flames. You can feel it climbing up your throat and intoxicating your head, it reaches down to your toes and every step you take just eminates that feeling. That's The Cure for me. I haven't felt so good about music since Rage Against The Machine claimed Christmas No. 1. (My heart jumped out of my mouth and done a little dance, I swear).

Thing is The Cure have always been there. I've had them on as background music so many times, skipped through albums. Just recently I've listened. REALLY listened. I am so in love with music again because of this band. Fuck, I'm so in love with LIFE.

Everything's so clear and good and scary and terrible and wonderful and marvellous.
I'm just so in love with everything right now. Even the scary parts.